Thursday, April 30, 2009
tired......wednesday was gr8 coz ZAHIDAH CAME TO LOYANG!!!! it's been 5246576837 years since i saw her..me, fatin, amirah n bukhary went to e bus stop 2 pick her up..i hugged her 1st when i saw her..n i started tearing..haha..then walked back 2 sch..talked to her some stuffs n she oso talked somethings..left around 5 plus n home-ed...was a happy day..then 2dae had e interview thingy..i tot it will b a one to one thingy..in e end it's like 15 ppl at 1 go..lol..it was ok la..nothing much..aft sch had a superb time with my lovely frens!! "studied"with some of them 4 awhile..then did some hair-dressing 4 ruzaidi..he looked terrrible..then me, delsar, ruzaidi, venus, randy, andrew n kaishi (dono hw 2 spell..sorry!) went to e parade square 2 slack...me n del were like acting retarded while e rest were practicing 4 their NPCC day..then we were like marching as we were all frm UG except 4 del..bt she oso march la..then we were doing some really stupid stuffs..then i n del when 2 help Mdm Halimah with the 'O' level or 'N' level thingy in the hall..then around 4.30pm they all left..i n del were waiting 4 anne..mean while we were talking bout some interesting stuffs n jiamin joined us..very soon anne arrived n we continued talking bout the interesting stuffs..n we laughed hell load! then we got superbly high n plucked starfruits n mangoes to eat..so nice..haha..then we left around dono wat time la..coming home time i was sleeping in e bus la..so tired..2mrw will be going out to study with some peeps..hopefully i study la..will one nah..haha..ok..my sis is like giving some stupid remarks on wat i'm typing..she's waiting 2 use e com..nvm..i let her wait long2..lol..so ya..tt was my 2 fun days..ok..i go find smt 2 eat now..bye!!!perhaps...it should not be happening..or is it suppose to?i still don't realize what's going on...
7:44 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
boo! currently at sch..beside me there's a human called fatin nurizzati who keeps staring at my com n reading wat i'm typing....koondu! lol..having my F&N lesson now..teacher nvr come..woots! finished my work..so have 50 mins to use e com..haha..yesterday had my MT paer 1..ok la..can pass 1..then went to central wif usha..met ashwini, mariammal n diviya..slack 4 a while then went going home time saw fatin nurizzati (she wants her full name in..haha) then saw jasmine, yueting n melvyn..went back home 2gether..so ya..go listen 2 songs now..bye.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------back frm sch..just started sneezing..later kena flu..tsk..sch was ok la..2dae sabrina's and clements's b'dae..clement kena b'dae bash sia..haha..2mrw having e damn NAPFA test..irritating..n zahidah's coming 2mrw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy!! any1 who wanna meet her can stay back aft sch..she will be coming around 3pm or so? ya..k la then..i can eat my dinner! bye!
7:28 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
this week's weekend was not tt boring..yesterday went to dad's shop to help out..was gd..more ppl came n buy smt..left the place around 8 plus..then 2dae went to my aunt's place..laugh2 hapi2 la..came home around 5 plus..2mrw 's my MT paper 1..at 3pm? irritating..gonna eat my dinner now..so ya..cya guys 2mrw in sch! bye...what if...
7:57 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
2dae was eng paper 1..i think i screwed up everything..i wrote on the title PROMISES...bt my story was about JEALOUSY...totally no link la..hope overall i pass..my bro broke his specs 2dae..so did usha..so cute..haha..went home with lyza..n she has her french test 2dae! gd luck 2 u man..n he smiled 2 at me 2dae...omg! so.......ok..anws, it's a long story..k la...i go download song redi...bye!he's so cute...
5:23 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
haaaaaaalooooooooooooo...so sian..anw, tues was oooooooook la..nothing much..yesterday was oso ok..had F&N practical aft sch..all went well..wayne ate 3 of y cupcakes..say very nice than eat eat only..n he ask me cook for him aft he tried my sweet and sour chicken..then say tt he wished 2 get a wife tt can cook lye tt..lol..nonsense la he..bt he's a very nice n sweet guy...anws, 2dae was fine..n every period, some1 has 2 say smt bout e councillors 1..except for maths, SS and english..so irritating..n nowdays i'm like not concentrating in class la..always day dreaming..haiyo..very bad2...haha..so ya..2mrw is my 1st paper..eng paper 1..should be alright la..i've to reach sch only @ 10.15am..hapi! i can sleep long2..lol..tt's all la..i go at my dinner now..bye.........................the reason has to be you..coz u always appear in everything i see..why? why must this happening to me?
7:55 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
sch was ok..was in the sme mood as yesterday until assembly coz of the drama thingy..it made me laugh at last..i think it was too obvious tt i was not myself 2dae coz even my MT teacher asked me y i very sad..lol..aft sch had the interview meeting thingy..then went 4 geo tutorial..went to central wif suba, ruzaidi, nasyitah, de wei n 1 or 2 more ppl..then i went home wif suba..feeling not so gd yet bt hope 2mrw will be fine..if nothing happens............i'm scared..since that day..
what if, what if and what if are the questions tt keeps on coming into my mind..
will anything happen?
i'm really afraid tt smt wrong might happen..
7:08 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
2dae sch was ok until aft sch..omg...things tt are not expected happened..alot of thingss..hope everything will be fine..if not i dono wat will happen 2 me..left sch around 6pm then go central..around 6.25pm left and homed..sis went to her poly 2dae..1st day of sch..so cool la..she can wear home clothes, sneakers, earring, chain all..she exciting..haha..currently not in a gd mood..2mrw will be kinda in e same mood i think so=/ n thx anne usha! i think t told e correct person my problem! i love u muchmuch, veryvery!!!there are ppl around me who actually care for me..ppl whom i thought were devils..i saw only their one side and judged them..today, i saw their other side..i'm glad tt there are such ppl..hope tt will continue..
7:25 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
yo! yesterday went to my dad's shop at changi village..helped him out until 8 plus then went home..2dae at home..bored..SA1 is coming n i'm like not studying la..will start 2mrw..haha...ok la..i stop here..i go download some songs..bye!i'm missing you too much..
6:28 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
Boo! lol..went 4 SS tutorial 2dae n so din't go 4 guides..finished my tutorial at about 5.45pm..then went to guides..juz e rite time coz they were saying hu were taking up wat positions..n i'm the secretary! lol..dono wat's tt bt ya..haha..jiamin's e company leader n syambrina's e asst company leader..got a few other positions oso..ya..then aft tt went home wif farini..2dae was a gd day..2mrw will be helping out in my dad's shop..in changi village..anyone free come over n bye something..haha..k la then..bye!thinking of you...
7:22 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
the suprintantdent thing was not bad aft all..my group HODs did most of the talking though..maslina was doing wif me..was a gd experience la..the eating part was the best..n the taking of coffee n tea bags! so funny..we talk2 laugh2 like siow..especially wif nasyitah n ruzaidi..aiyo...stomach pain like hell sia..then when Mr Lau talking oso control our laughter..then got 1 part i really laugh out..pai seh sia..tsk...bt it was really fun..should go out wif these peeps man..seriously! i think we will be laughing every second!! n i came to noe tt ruzaidi is 600kg..he said so..haha..he was so busy eating tt he din noe wat he was saying..nonsense! i really had a gr8 day 2dae! super fun! so ya..next week onwards will start my grp studying..really need help frm the 3E1 pros..lol..ok la then..i go do my work now..bye!n i saw him 2dae!!!!!!
8:44 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
hi! just took a bath..ah...so fresh..lol..anw, sch is fine..had practices on the suprintendant(i dono hw to spell.. ;D) thingy..so irritating..scary sia..the actual thing is like 2MRW?!?! omg la..SA1 is oso coming..tsk..so stress..actually not la..at last he came to sch 2dae? aiyo...haha..nothing much la..anw, if u have nothing better 2 do, go to my links, then to farah hana n see the video there..it's super duper cool! my one cannot upload the video..enjoy watching it!
8:15 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
bored......sat n sun was at home..did homeworks..guai ma..lol..nothing much la..2mrw got sch..then the usual routine starts again..haix..k la..bye..
7:17 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
hello! just back frm far east..went wif felicia and delsar..got a whole story to say! lol..ok..first met delsar at white sands at 1pm..we hungry so we got smt 2 eat..walk2 then went to eunos 2 meet felicia..went to somerset to eat macdonalds..coz thought tt it was the place where zahidah work..in the end it wasn't the one..stupid felicia bring us to the wrong place..ok..then eat finish macdonalds redi we take bus frm midpoint orchard to go to orchard road..then we talking inside the bus n miss the bus stop..then dono where to alight coz we nvr see the place b4 n constrution work was going on..we ask the bus driver where the bus goes n he said bukit merah interchange..so we decided to go there and then change bus...when we reached there, there were only 3 freakin' different buses to take..what kind of interchange is tt? only 3 bus le...then there was a escalator there..we went up and there was a food court..then there was another escalator and we went down..we reached the opposite frm where we took the escalator first..so stupid la..we are like freakin' singaporeans n we dono how to go orchard..n we were like laughing for everything la..then delsar was taking pictures of the place coz she nvr come there b4..so foreigner la..then we go dono where2 all n we reached a taxi stand..we ask the driver how much it'll cost to reach far east..then he say not more than $10..ok la..then we took a taxi to far east..we stopped opposite far east and it was $5.60..we share2 pay la..then we took the overhead bridge and reached far east AT LAST!!! n there delsar goes again taking pictures of far east..we reached there at 3.30pm..then we go shop2 lorh..then as usual we were laughing for everything and making stupid remarks of everything..especially felicia..we were like bullying her alot la..so funny! at bout 6pm, we left coz i n delsar had to go home by 7pm..n felicia owes us a treat each! haha..overall it was very fun la..enjoyable day..shoud go out more! so ya la..tt was my day..go eat my dinner now! bye!
8:07 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
YAY! 2mrw no sch! happy2! 2dae sch was fine..helped amirah wif class decoration..will continue next week la..thx 2 ruzaidi helping out! sch is ok so far la..nothing much..must off com redi..i oso wanna sleep..so update 2mrw..bye! goodnight! sweet dreams! :D
10:21 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Mr Raj nvr come sch again! slack again lorh..n 2dae was not a gr8 day..whole day ws emo-ing la..dono y bt was not feeling gd since morning..so i nvr hyper at all..alot ppl saw e difference in me n asked me if i was ok..i'm fine guys..thx 4 ur concern..it's very much appreciated! :D i dono y bt when i'm not my usual self..it's very obvious..lol..talked to felicia and was late 4 bio class..aft sch stayed back 4 a while then went back home..so tt was my boring day la..bye.was it because of you?about yesterday?or totally something else?
5:57 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
just finished my SS test..should pass la..2dae sch was gr8 because...........MR RAJ NVR COME SCHOOL!!!!!!! omg la! happy new year sia! 1st time seh..everyone was so happy la! haha..was slacking during his period lorh..1st period summore..lol..then aft sch stayed back 4 SC meeting..so was in the canteen until 2 plus..n he was also there..omg la..throw bottle and cap at suba n me oni..idiot..then i scold him like no one's business..he n tt stupid moses..losers!!! arun, usha, uma, ruzaidi were also wif us..n there was this very scary gal..she like lesbian sia..look 1 kind la..tok 1 kind la...eeeee....kena goosebump sia..i kena frm her seh..aiyo..then SC meeting was fine la..aft tt go home..so tt's al 4 2dae la..hope Mr Raj nvr come sch 2mrw oso! haha..ok.bye!aft a long time, i looked into your eyes..aft a long time, i heard your voice again..u are not the same..n i know you know tt too..i still miss you..n 2dae, i think i missed you more then ever..i don't know why..just like tt..
6:46 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
finished all my homework! yeah! currently i'm bored..gonna find some songs now..since got nothing 2 blog, i stop here..thx 2 whoever who read this stupid post..lol..bye..suddenly...
i felt like hugging you..
missing you more and more everyday..
i really miss you.
6:20 PM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
YEAH!!!!!!!!!! GREEN HOUSE WON AGAIN!!! i knew it man..haha..yes.green house won for the mascot, cheer and overall! cool or wat? last year oso..this year oso..happy happy! friday aft sch had SC meeting until 1pm..then rushed off to tampines with uma, natasha, kelly, kelly's bro, and 3 other of uma's fren..went to macdonald's..change, pack food n off to the stadium..was with wenny, lavanya and nandin aft tt..helped out wif the milo thingy..then was wif uma and yufa..laughlaugh talktalk rubbish then went back to wenny they all..was fun la..aft sports day, went home wif bro..2dae @ home la..so ya..tt's all..bye!i can’t change myself..
i’m trying..
i still miss you……
7:24 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
it's gonna be a week since i've last updated..nohing much la..normal sch days..yeserday was april fools' day and i fooled afew of them! my 1st customer was FONG JIA MIN! haha.so funny..her reaction was like WTF?!?!?! lol..n anw, 2mrw is sports day..we have sch b4 tt..so stupid..don't have sch better rite? aiyo..just finished my F&N homework..MT hw left..will do it during the wkends..k la...will update 2mrw then..bye.i'm having weird feelings now days..
i don't know if i love you or hate you..
I always tell myself that i hate you..
bt whenever i see you, i wished we were together..
like those days we used to be..
i hate this feeling like hell load bt i can't do anything..
all i do when i see you is to look away and pretend u were not there..
it's hard..bt do I have a choice?
will this continue forever?
8:43 PM
