I've got attitude problem.SO?

2009-09-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahaha! it's been nearly 2 weeks since i updated mayn...gosh! lazy and busy! lol..sch have been good so far..slacking alot in both my maths and physics..'m gona die mayn! had teachers' day celebration and performed..was good..i would like to thank every councillor who helped out with the teachers' day celebration, dance and all the work we did on friday, saturday and sunday! your help is very much appreciated! and special thanks to all those who were in the dance! thx for taking the time and effort to come and bother to come to sch and learn the dance! u guys did a good job! thx alot! :D then we had some problems here and there but now it's over..the councillors did 97% of the work..thx to Ms Tan..then...oh ya! congrats to suba! some of you should know why ya! hehe!! and today's recess was funny! lol..Mr Ridzwan is sooooo funny! hahahaha!! so ya..tt's about it..will cya guys in sch 2mrw!

2009-08-21T18:27:00.000-07:00

very long nvr use computer already...very busy ah..haha..coz of the exams..alot of homeworks to do..sch was gd this week..just some problems here and there..thursday during bio lesson, cut sheep heart.. super disgusting i tell you..haha...the pics are in manaal's blog..can go there if you wanna see the pics..then guides today was gd..sec 3s were commanding and teaching the sec 1 and 2s..then eat the food jiamin and team cook for some competition..it was nice! then home-ed..if i'm not wrong, i think i have my a-maths CA2 on monday..tt's like in 2 days time?!?!?! stress mayn...stayed back aft sch to study with wenny..for a while only la..she had to go for her CCA..then 2mrw might be going out to study..good luck for your CA2 ppl!
Don't study hard..Study smart. :D

i really want you by my side...

2009-08-16T02:29:00.000-07:00

rotting...exams are here and i have not been doing much..2mrw is the start of another week..and i don't feel like going to sch..i just feel like sitting in beach alone and stare at the sea..have been thinking about the same thing everyday..i wish it would not come into my mind again..bt it does without fail..will cya guys in sch 2mrw ya..

Let me step up and testify,
This is a story of a boy who is extra fly
Who made me cry within my eye,
Who I still love beyond the day I die
I remember sitting in the park looking at your smile,
Glowing up dark, thinking of the mile; thanking the luck,
Never ever wanted to let your hands go,
Just wanna let you know, you are the reason I flow
Boy, sitting next to you face to face,
Reminiscing how our love grew base to base,
All those ups and downs and happy days,
How I am blessed by above to be touched by your grace,
Like every left has a right; every girl has a knight,
And its you that I think about every day and night
Time flies by so fast but through my rhyme,
You and I will live more than a lifetime.

2009-08-12T19:17:00.000-07:00

sch has been good..have been staying back aft sch this week to study..then slack of course..eng common test over..bt still have the rest to study for..right now, listening to a superbly nice song..tamil one though..the song is like, just so nice la.. it's about love u know..and i feel like telling that one person that i really love and miss you..omg! if only you were with me..*sigh*
anws, here is a stupd joke that my bro got from his friend..it's just a joke..for fun..no offence ya! :D

The Pledge:
We the banglas of s'pore
pledge ourselves to eat prata everyday
regardless of egg, cheese or onions
to build a fatty society
based on nothing but curry
so as to achieve fats, cholesterol and sugar in our body.

HAHA!!! funny rite! i was laughing my head off mayn..lol..good day people! :D

2009-08-09T01:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
Wishing every singaporean a very happy national day!

2009-08-07T18:24:00.000-07:00

hi ppl..today sch was great! celebrated national day..had marching in and sing-along-session..haha..arun came sc today and had to go back home coz his MC nvr end yet..haha..then had chicken burger..went up and down to the cantten like 5 times la..irritating..then aft sch slack with nandini and lavanya then came back home..2mrw might be going out..so ya..tt's all for today..bye! and enjot ur long weekend ya! :D

2009-08-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

sch was gd today..aft sch slack with suba then went back home..2mrw celebrating national day in sch! no lessons!!! yeah! will be half day only! bt the sad thing is tt we won't be wearing red shirts...just the usual sch uniform..like so boring la..principle don't like i think..stulugupiligid la helege..haha..maybe uma and usha will understand this..lol..k la..i hungry uh..go find smt to eat..bye!

2009-08-05T18:12:00.000-07:00

hello..just finished my geo homework..*sigh*
sch was gd today..jiamin and aichia nvr come sch..manaal too..bt amirah came!!! haha..nothing much la..just wanted to blog..so ya..bye!

2009-08-04T03:34:00.000-07:00

hey there..depressed mayn...why?
anws, sunday went out for national day observance ceremony in the morning and was back around 2pm..then went for the national day celebration at 6pm..was fun la..got fireworks! like WOW? haha..then yesterday sch was gd..2dae maths lesson only 1 hour bt became 1 hour and 20mins..haha..Mr Raj did not even realise tt his lesson was over la..coz we were doing a qn and he ask us to figure out the ans coz it was obvious..bt no one could..and he also don't want give ans..he ask us do..even the smartest person in my class could not do the qn..then bala and ruzaidee got the ans..then we decided to tell Mr Raj tt it was already mother tongue lesson..then he face ah..must see the reaction la..haha..and it is Ai Chia's b'dae today..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AICHIA!!!
then sing b'dae song for her and all the july babies..then scream so loud..haha..then came back home la..so ya..will update soon..bye...

what's your problem mayn?
seriously..
you wanna backstab ppl huh?
coward ah?
come tell infront la..
talk gd infront and bad behind?
you do tt to everyone one what?
not suprising..
bt who the fucking hell are you to go and tell other ppl not to mix around with me?
if you don't wanna be friends with me..get lost ok?
don't pull others in..they know about me..and they know who to mix with..you don't have to tell them..
if this goes over board, i'll not hesistate to tell you off ok..
loser..

2009-08-01T18:41:00.000-07:00

smt's really not right with me..all i can say is, i'm going haywire and sometimes, i'm not myself..so i don't know what the hell i'm doing..gotta ask ppl around me mayn..like seriously?
anws, sch is ok and 2dae didn't go for guides..not feeling good and well..gosh..

sometimes, i just wanna hug you and cry out loud..
sometimes, i just wanna tell u how much i love and miss you..
sometimes, i just wanna stay beside you..
sometimes, i wanna talk to you for the whole day..
sometimes, i just wanna look into your eyes and kiss you on your forehead..
why?
why do i feel like that?
i don't think you'll ever belong to me again..

2009-07-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!!
UNBELIEVABLE!!!
WHAT HAVE I DONE???
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
GOSH..
I'M GOING CRAZY...

2009-07-28T18:12:00.000-07:00

lalala..i'm bored..alot of things have happened in sch in just 2 days..kinda..ALOT of things about one person and a few things about other stuff..makes me both happy and sad..slacking too much in studies now..have to pull up my socks mayn..bt i'm just too lazy to do anything..must start staying back with wenny to study maths..both A and E..i suck in both..the rest, still fine..suba, one other of my friend and Miss Melissa all will be absent for this whole week..*sigh*
felt like crying today..not really sure why..ok, will u ya guys in sch ya..bb.

i really need you by my side now...
really.

2009-07-25T19:06:00.000-07:00

hey there..few days since i blogged..sch have been gd so far..friday had guides aft sch and i was chosen for a cooking competition..then got 1 chef come guide us ah..his name is Chef Iskandar..then yseterday tried the dishes..got two teams frm loyang..then today was the competition..got two other schools come also..then cook cook redi the results were out..my team got consolation and the other team got 2nd..then got certificates, vouchers and hamper..was a great experience though..then my team make this dessert super nice..next time i make i let u guys try! confirm u'll fall in love with it! haha! then 2mrw maybe going out..so tt's all la..will upload the pics of the cooking competition if i get them..bye!

omg la...
i love you can?

2009-07-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

ok....sch's fine so far..sad news is tt loyang has a confirmed case of H1N1..like OMG?!?!?! 3a3...no wonder their class always in the hall..hope the victim is fine mayn...
2dae was bala's b'dae and a big fuss went about my class..raecious writing down nonsense on the board and joey getting redi a marriage certificate..lol..funny la they all..anw,
chatting with manaal now..and listening to songs..haha..ok..i go continue my work..cya guys in sch! bye!

2009-07-18T16:42:00.000-07:00

stayed at home today...still having cough and flu..bt no fever..sis came back home with her jeans torn and blood on her elbow..say she ride bicycle then someone called her, she turn around and fell inot the drain..lol..then her knee hand hand like got super long scratches with her her skin torn..like so disgusting can? can see her flesh..ewww.....so ya..tt's for today..go chat now..bye..

2009-07-17T18:22:00.000-07:00

today didn't go sch coz not well...having cough, flu and sore throat...and now, having headache...irritating..nothing much la..just sitting around my house thinking about some stuff..younger bro frm PRCS came home half way coz his temperature was 37.6..he also had back pain..now he's better la..only with the back pain..so ya..will update 2mrw or smt la..bye..

thx for the concern..
it's much appreciated...
you are nice, sweet and everything...
i know.
but i want nothing more to happen...

2009-07-15T18:06:00.000-07:00

so bored...and tired...today sch was gd..aft sch a big fuss about a small thing..oh god! and maths lesson was fun! laughed like through out the lesson? Mr Raj, celestine and bala were the comedian of the day! haha! from modules function to pisa or visa thingy to china to bala asking why guys cannot wear skirt to sex change to how sex change happens and more...super funny la! especially the part where Mr Raj answered celestine's qn..like omg? lol..very fun la..first time wanted the lesson to be longer..haha! so ya..that's it la..will ca guys in sch 2mrw..bye!

nothing serious should happen..
and i'm realizing what a BIG mistake i've done....

2009-07-14T18:27:00.000-07:00

hey there! again, just finish doing my haymath..it has become a daily routine now..tsk..anws, sch was fine today..slack abit aft sch then went back home..nothing much..gonna eat some snacks now..bye!

OMG!
i wasn't suppose to wave to you but my hands just flew up to wave at you..
i didn't realise until suba was like shouting at me..
oh god!
what have i done?!?!?!?!

2009-07-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

hey there! just finish doing my heymath...got 3/8..pathetic sia..anws, sat and sun was at home and was not high at all la..was doing my own things and talked to them when they only ask me qns..lol..siow already la i..only talked to my sis about the problems i had coz i tell her everything about me..so ya..today sch was gd..suba didn't come because she slep late last night..haha..so ya..tt's all for today la..will update soon..bye...

2009-07-10T18:58:00.000-07:00

you are a freakin' jerk!
i've nvr even dreamt that you would be this horrible!
i hate you!
and i'll nvr regret this decision!

2009-07-09T17:15:00.000-07:00

ello...today sch was ok..and was excited seeing him back in sch again..actually only two days bt like 2 weeks like tt..haha..anyway, today was class photo taking..had to wear tie..and i sat beside quek yew moi...aft sch go back home with brother and ate ice-cream on the way..haha..so ya..2mrw is already the last sch day of the second week..like so fast sia..haha...ok la..i go heymath now..byebye!

2009-07-08T19:39:00.000-07:00

just done with my heymath..my last test...i accidentally press submit without even doing the test...how smart..anw, sch was gd today..except aft sch..omg! suba has gone nuts! like seriously! slack around with uma and went back home..and i enjoyed F&N lesson today! so fun! haha..so ya..will go eat my dinner now...

i'm more satisfied now..
having talked to you..
take care ok?
and get well soon!
i love you...

2009-07-07T17:33:00.000-07:00

hey there! today sch was ok..anne didn't come to sch coz she was not feeling well..and he also nvr come sch..2 days MC..which means 2mrw aso he won't come..omg!!! so sad..*sobs*
anw, saw my pri sch MT teacher and got so excited! talked to her for awhile then left..so ya..go do my F&N now..have to pass up 2mrw...ok then..bb.

2009-07-06T19:57:00.000-07:00

hey there! i'm back again! today went out with mum and bro..then go meet one of my friend for awhile..saw sabrina..lol..then went coming back home time i saw Zahidah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was like OMG ZAHIDAH!!! HOW COME YOU ARE HERE? and i started jumping around..lol..then she say she just meet her friend and going back home..i was in eunos and her house also there..so decided to go shopping..went to far east plaza shop shop...i bought some stuff too..then we slack slack abit then left around 4 plus coz zahidah must go meet some of her friends again..i had a superbly fun time with her la! i miss her like soooooooooooooo much la..ya..so tt was my day..2mrw there's sch and the usual routine starts again..i don't know why but nowdays, i just freakin' enjoy coming to sch so much..should be becoz of tt..haha..lol..so ya..will cya guys in sch 2mrw! bye!!!

2009-07-05T17:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELSAR!!!

God bless you always!

I love you much much many many!!!

hi ppl..nothing to do so blog..friday, sch was good..nothing much..yesterday went to loyang point with mum and bros to buy alot of stuff..groceries, snacks and many many food to eat! haha..saw Mdm Huda..then today at home la...2mrw will be going out...no sch 2mrw! happy happy!! haha..ok then..go heymaths now..bb.

everyday of my life..
you appear..
infront of me or in my dream..
you are sure to come..
why?
i can't forget the past..
i'm trying to...
but to no avail..
i love you.

2009-07-02T17:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VENUS!!!

i love you!

it's already the 4th day since sch opened..everything's fine..and the spread of H1N1 is like SO fast? it's already like 700 plus plus cases..omg!!!! anw, sch is going well and maths lessons are not as it was before..the class is much quieter then before..maybe bcoz we go to the AVA for lessons..lol..so ya..nothing much though..have been spending my time with uma and suba aft sch..and some ppl who act gangster are freakin' cowards..they hide behing walls man! gosh..and things that i'm trying to forget are always happening without fail in sch..it's like OMG? and usha didn't come to MT class today..she had headache and had to go back home..get better soon ya! so ya..that's about it..will update soon!

are you acting or are you being true?
which is the truth and which is not?
i hope that things would get back to the times we were together..
bt it will nvr happen coz it can't happen..
and there's another soul who is feeling the smae..
why must it be the two of us and you?
sometimes you change totally to another person..
what am i to do when so many ppl are telling me so many different things..
who am i suppose to listen to?
my best friend? your best friend? someone who wants me to live a better life?
my mind? or my heart?
it's just getting too complicated..
bt whatever you do or happens, all i think and say is,
I LOVE YOU.

2009-06-29T19:29:00.000-07:00

sch have started and i happy about the things going on in sch..was excited in seeing my friends again and was kinda hyper today..haha..aft sch went to loyang point with uma and suba..yesterday was the last day of hols and i actually went out with my sis..lol..went to bedok then to whitesands..had fun!
will be talking about some stuff with some people 2mrw..and my class timetable has changed.. and it might change again..irritating!
and the H1N1 cases in s'pore is getting worse and worse day by day..and i'm super scared about it..it spreads like so fast? argh..so ya..beloved friends who are reading this post: PLEASE TAKE PRECAUTIONS AND PRACTICE PERSONAL HYGIENE. AND PLEASE DON'T COME TO SCHOOL IF YOU ARE FEELING UNWELL. GO AND SEE A DOCTOR. LET'S HELP THE COMMUNITY AND COUNTRY HELP FIGHT THIS DISEASE. BE RESPOSIBLE!!!
ya..i know this have all been said in sch..but i really think that this have to be taken seriously..like SERIOUSLY! haha..ok..enough of nagging already..i sign off now..bye!

2009-06-25T17:46:00.000-07:00

still struggling with my F&N hw..bt i dono why i still enjoy doing it..haha! anw, was at home the past few days doing my F&N..coz of the H1N1, plans to go out with family were cancelled..coz we just wanted to go out shopshop only..not necessary mah..so decided not to go la..sch will be reopening in a few more days..study again..bt sch might close again bcoz of the H1N1..see how it goes la..enjoy your last few days of hols ya!

2009-06-21T17:19:00.000-07:00

hey there! friday and saturday was at home..doing F&N hw..2dae went out to eat with my family for father's day..smt very simple bt enjoyed myself though..and the pics from sci centre cannot be uploaded........:( tried a few times bt nothing's happening..so will not know when it'll be uploaded..bt they in delsar's and usha's facebook! can go and see there also..so ya..go do my F&N now..bye!

2009-06-18T11:53:00.000-07:00

here are the the pics from sci centre...

such cool drawing..

the inside of the cool drawing was a room! and the floor was not flat!!!

dono what this is bt it's cool!

actually there's nothing on the top..tt diamond like thingy isinside the showcase...

bt it can be seen on the top!

this is common though...

a cheetah running..haha..

the ticket to sci centre..

lol..

the dinosaur tt was outside sci centre..

usha is scared of it..haha..

pics taken in the toilet..

usha smiling at her boyfriend...
hahahahahahaha!

the string we were playing with like crazy!!!

rubbish!

venus is afraid of cameras!

i love this thing! it's super cute!!!

i told you she was afraid of cameras!

pics of me and usha taken from diff angles...

this 2 pics were taken when we were in the skytrain..

lol..delsar had nothing better to do..

some random pics of us..

usha was so happy about her new found boyfriend!

haha..

haha..SCs..

delsar was too free!

they look alike abit right?

venus chua! delsar phua!

it rhymes! lol..

i'm so tall! haha..

omg! usha's nose is round and she

looks like a...

you see! it's her again!!

too dark redi..lol..

this are only some of the pics..2mrw will post the rest..lol..ok..bye!

2009-06-17T20:41:00.000-07:00

hello! 2dae's my dad b'dae...celebrated at home though..ppl came over and we celebrated..it was fun! we had a mini dance floor! haha..so funny! got the pics taken in the sci centre..bt lazy post now..so will do it 2mrw or smt ya! till then, take care peepz!

2009-06-16T17:49:00.000-07:00

hello! so long no post..haha..thursday, friday and saturday was at home...kinda rotting bt got things to do abit la..was doing my F&N homework though..sunday went to my aunt's place..then her daughter followed us back home and will be staying here for a week..she's funny and irritating at the same time..haha..and she's only 7 years old!!!
anw, yesterday went out with anne, delsar and venus! and it was fun!!! like duh..lol..met at white sands and then went to simei 1st..coz we thought we early so decided to go slack around..then we go take pic in the ID photo thingy..so funny! then went to expo to do don't know what and i was walking around without my shoes coz my feet was hurting..venus joined me..then we bought a giant slurpee each and walked around expo..i was holding my shoes in my hand..i swinging my hand around coz delsar was disturbing me..and i go hit a woman with my shoes..lucky sia she nvr say anything..if not i die 1st..i hit and banged into like 7 ppl yesterday..it was always me and only me..irritating.....
then went to changi airport to go find a place to slack and eat..then around 2pm we decided to leave for science centre..and we didn't know how to exit frm the stupid place! we were finding for the exit like for more than a hour! and we took the skytrain more than 20 times! frm T1 go to T3..then GO back to T1 then to T2 and to T3 again! and don't know how many times we repeated this route..then finally we saw the stupid MRT station which we were passing by like a 1000 times? aiyo...then we go jurong and took a taxi go science centre..and it was super fun! so many interesting and cool stuff! i wanna go there again! and stay there longer...
then we had to leave around 5pm plus coz venus mum was picking us..so we had to leave earlier...then we take taxi go to her mum's workplace..her mum then drove us back to white sands..then we went our own ways to reach home..i reached home around 7pm..ya la..so we actually wasted alot of time in expo doing nothing and getting lost in the airport..so nonsense! but it was fun! haha...talking crap shit and joking around...lol..so ya..tt is one of my memorable days..
thx anne, delsar and venus, for the day! i've enjoyed myself! hope u guys did too! pics will be posted soon...and this is the 1st pic i've ever edited..jiamin gave me the url coz my sis needed it..and i tried editing one..and it's cool.....haha..this one's for you jiamin!

2009-06-10T20:13:00.000-07:00

was superbly bored so decided to change my blogskin..i also changed the song and it suits perfectly to my blogskin..haha..asked uma for some ideas of what song to put on my blog..told her about my blog skin and she said there's a song with the same words..so decided to put it la..now i'm bored again..lol..gonna eat my dinner..so ya! enjoy your holidays! =D

2009-06-09T18:09:00.000-07:00

omg! my sis just told me tt she has a freakin' facebook account!! so interesting...lol..n she's so stingy! she's eating M&M and she don't wanna give me..then she give me 1 saying that eat one, equals to eating 100 of them! lame shit!!! anw, monday and today was at home..rotting..2mrw maybe will be going out..and i'm bored.n i've got nothing to do and nothing to eat!!! oh my gosh! ok..tt's all for now...bye...

2009-06-07T03:30:00.000-07:00

friday went on well..was super scared about the talking to the GOH..when he arrived, i remember seeing him somewhere..and he was friendly..so i was not that scared...so was uma..everything went well..aft that went to be anne's PA for awhile..then watched the performance all the way..everything went smoothly..aft that went to have dinner..was wathing band for awhile..got this guy, i think his name is daniel, he played the drum like sooooo well..i was like admiring the way he was playing it la..so pro can? omg! then go take pics with the SCs then home-ed..also packed food bak home..went home with farini..
then yesterday was at home..2dae went to my grandparents house and was just back..bought a new shoe..not shoe la..i dono the name of the shoe..i think it's court shoe? or smt? lol..so ya..2mrw will be at home i think..and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS AND WISHES COME TRUE! GOD BLESS YOU!

LOVE YOU!!! :D

2009-06-04T18:47:00.000-07:00

just back frm sch..ontuesday suppose to have guides meeting bt was cancelled..n tt was last minute..what is even worst is tt the guides camp is freakin' postponed to november!!! omg! tt's so far away can? hmph..so ya..sad case la..bt still had to go to sch to get my report book..n i am so not happy with my results..1 fail and 3 Cs..omg! tt's so bad la! i almost cried..then got 2 As and 1 B..

wednesday had COL practice and kinda cried..bcoz of the thing i and uma had to do..1 more day left and they ask us to memorize the whole of loyang's history which is like 4 pages long..before that we only had to memorize our own para..now they want us to memorize the whole thing..funfair or what? then still not happy with the work we give them..ok nvm..

we had no choice bt to do what they told us to..so 2dae, i and uma met at 9.20am, went all the way to nandhini's house which is in tampines to get the cards we needed frm her, went under a void deck to copy the stupid loyang history on the cards bcoz Miss Chee told us to do so, then went to sch to print out some stuff, then waited for Mr Terence in the foyer..he ask us to meet him at 1.30pm..it was 1.58pm and he was still not there...so we decided to go have lunch 1st..msg him saying that we'll go have lunch then come back..he say must be back by 2.30 pm..there wasn't enough time..bt uma had no choice bt to go to loyang point to get money frm her mum bcoz she was starving..

so we ran all the way to loyang point and just nice when we reach there, Mr Terence call say can come back at 3pm..wtf la! we ran all the way then say come back at 3..stupid! then ate at Mac then go back sch..and thx to uma's mum..she helped me pay for my meal..started mermorizing the things we wrote in the cards and Mr Raj come tell us cannot use any cards for reference..and all our hard work, time and money goes down the drain...bt happy news is tt now it's back to the old thing..i'll memorize my own para and uma mermorize her own para..A SUPERDUPER BIG THANKS TO MR RAJ WHO CAME TO OUR RESCUE..we told him tt we can't do the whole thing and he decided to talk to Miss Han and Mr Terence about it..and they decided to call down the other councillors to help out! at last! smart ppl..for 2dae..

so i and uma have to train them like 2mrw which is even last minute bt i hope everything goes well..so ya..tt was my "Oh my god! What the hell?" day..2mrw is the day..tt i hope it'll nvr come..bt confirm it'll come la..so i hope it will come and faster faster go away..and,
Good Luck to all the ppl who are performing 2mrw!

omg!!! tt's really a long post...

2009-06-03T17:01:00.000-07:00

SOME PPL LEAVE THEIR BRAINS IN THE REFRIGERATOR AT HOME AND COME TO SCH..
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE PPL?
I'M SURE THEY'RE HUMANS AND THEY KNOW HOW I, A HUMAN, WOULD FEEL LIKE..
THEY EXPECT THINGS TO BE DONE THEIR WAY.
AND WITHIN A DAY!
WHY DON'T THEY DO IT?
IF THEY THINK IT'S THAT EASY..
I'M SURE THERE ARE MORE PPL BESIDE ME AND UMA..
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM IF THEY ASK 2 OR 3 MORE PPL TO HELP OUT?
WILL THEY LOSE THEIR LIFE OR SMT?
IT'S JUST A STUPID THING WE'RE DOING BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE A CHOICE..
WE DIDN'T CHOOSE TO DO IT..
WE DECIDED TO HELP BECAUSE YOU ASKED US TO..
SO DON'T EXPECT THINGS TO BE DONE THE WAY YOU PPL WANT IT TO BE!

AND DON'T EXPECT MIRACLES TO HAPPEN OVERNIGHT!

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HOPE THAT THINGS WOULD CHANGE..
REALLY......

2009-06-01T18:31:00.000-07:00

boring....saturday was at home..got alot of nice programmes on tv so was not rotting..2dae was also at home..and i did quite alot of chores..then Mdm Quek called to alk to my mum about my exams! i failed only 1 exam!! so happy! n tt's A-maths la..what else can it be? then 2mrw will be going to sch 4 guides meeting..plan about camp..also gonna take my report book! so exciting.lol..
2dae i had a dream..i was woken up by that dream......it will not happen la..bt will be happy maybe, if it happens......

2009-05-29T19:46:00.000-07:00

wahlao!!!!! nvr get my report book! coz i nvr pass up my travel declaration form..like wth? i only recieve the damn form like 2dae and Miss Lui Yan expects me to return the form to her by 2dae..stupid..then she ask me go back home, sign then come back sch again..funfair or what? my house is like so far away la..so i'll only be getting my report book next tuesday..and i have to wait tt long..hmph..thursday was innovation day..was gd la..took part in the sudoku challenge and win nothing..haha..coz i wasn't in the top 10..bt sudoku is fun! i like..then got the song dedication thingy also..then the stupid parthiban gang go dedicate song for me and bala saying that, hope our relationship last forever..over my dead body only! stupid ppl..the 2dae aft sch celebrated January to May babies b'daes..had pizza too..thx to Mdm Quek and Miss Lui Yan..it was their treat..then aft tt home-ed..
june hols are here and i'm not excited..dono why but ya..and i don't think i will be able to go out bcoz of the swine flu thingy..omg la..there's 4 cases in s'pore redi..so sad..and i dono why i don't feel like ending the post..i wanna type and type and type..lol..ok..tt's weird..so ya..tt's all la..i go eat my dinner now..and those who never eat your dinner yet, enjoying eating later! those who redi eat dinner, hope the digestion process goes well and it's excreted..lol..ok then..bye!

2009-05-27T18:21:00.000-07:00

hihihihihi! tuesday was a not very good day bcoz of raj...say wanna kick me and a few others out of SC..loser..say my attitude no good..whatever la eh..i don't even care..anws, aft sch had COL practice..had abit of problems..left sch around 7 plus..then reached home @ 7.45pm..then bath, go sleep. 2dae sch was great bcoz no raj lesson!!!! like ohhhhhhhmyyyyyyyygoshhhhhh....haha..Mr Daryl Tan (not sure if correct spelling..) took over instead..no F&N also..teacher nvr come..aft recess got english and CD..watched movie through out..so 2dae was like a superbly slack day..then had guides aft sch..until 4.45pm aroung there..then i went back home with wei ling.. AND MY GRANDMOTHER IS BACK TO SYAT WITH US AGAIN!!! yahooooooooooo! haha..it's so fun to have her with us..i love her much mcuh very very.. :D then 2mrw is innovation's day! so exciting..GG is having a stall..i'll be roaming around mostly at food stalls so i can eat like every minute..muhahahaha..lol..so ya..gonna watch some stupid videos with my bro, mother and grandmother! bye!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

ok..i'm sleepy now...sunday was at home with sis..disturb her and act retarded..haha..so funny..2dae sch was gd..no duty in the morning..then whole day was abit slack la..2mrw have COL pratice..will be helping out in the make-up room..so ya..tt's all la..nothing much..go sleep liao..byebye...

2009-05-23T19:52:00.000-07:00

lalala...bored...thursday was good and not good coz i failed my geog bt passed my MT..got all my results redi..i think i failed two..friday was a fun+super tiring day..whole day wasn't with my class..in the morning helped with the sec 1A1 with maths trail..rot with a few 1A1s then with vignesh..watched bolt for awhile in the lycool..had recess and aft tt was with uma..she went around taking pictures and i followed her..suppose to go for guides bt was down for COL...was anne's PA for the whole day..was a cool experience..aft sch ran home with her..she washed up n we flew back to sch..we were 15 mins late though..went to have lunch..had free lunch..haha..thx to anne! then she go put make-up for her formal out-fit..i helped with the make-up for awhile..than go meet Miss Khoo for some meeting..then went for the COL rehersal..carried anne's choir dress which was super long and kind of heavy..this was where i was really anne's PA..i have to actually get her hair and make-up done on the actual day of COl! how cool can tt be? haha..so excited to put for her make-up..lol..was super tired la..left sch around 6.30pm..home home with jolene..on the way, we talked about some stuff..then 2dae at home la..did my F&N hw..n watched tv all the way..gonna have my dinner soon..so ya..tt's about it..bye...

2009-05-20T19:43:00.000-07:00

haluuuuuuuu! monday and tuesday nvr go sch...haha..so happy! was having slight fever though..2dae was gd la..got some of my results..A-maths failed..was expected la..F&N got a freakin A1!!!! i was superduper happy can? hehe..aft sch stayed back for NYAA..then left around 4.55pm wif uma..met anne and delsar on the way..they went 4 e investiture in Pasir ris crest sec..then 2mrw there's more results coming in..nothing much la..oh ya! i'm trying to not use short forms and broken english-es in my post..n i just did..tsk..anws, so let's see if there's any improvement..haha..so excited..lol..nonsense la..k la..i go download some songs now..bye!

THE 90/10 PRINCIPLE
10% of life is made up of what happens to us.
90% of life is decided by how you react.
This means that we do not have control over the 10%
but determine the 90%.
If someone says something negative about you,
do not be a sponge.
Let the attack roll of like water on glass.
You do not have to let the negative coments affect you.
React properly and it will not ruin your day.
It only takes willpower to give yourself the permission to make the experience.
Absolutely everything we do, give, say or even think, is like a boomerang.
It will come back to us.
If we want to receive,
we need to learn to give first.
Maybe we will end up with our hands empty...
but our heart will be filled with love.
And those who love life...
have that feeling marked in their hearts....

2009-05-17T18:47:00.000-07:00

argh...having fever..don't think will go sch 2mrw..tsk..anws, friday was physics/bio paper 1 and listening compre..was gd..went to felicia's b'dae party around 4pm..was gd..was laughing alot with anne..haha..n delsar too! was fun la..learnt how to play majong (dono hw 2 spell..) abit..it's actually a very fun game..went home with fatin..2mrw is the start of post-exam activities..n i'm gonna miss the 1st day..wth..so ya..will cya guys in sch most probably on tuesday if i can make it to sch..lol..ok, bye!

if only those moments would come back...
i miss you..again...

2009-05-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

bio paper 2 was gr8!!! it was my 1st paper tt i did wif great confidence, no blanks and i finished it 15 mins b4 time! so happy..bio is a sure pass! had MT listening compre too..was gd..was laughing through out..haha! spent my time wif anne and suba..i super scared of cats..bt amazingly, i was playing wif suba new 5 mths old dog..haha..1st time i touch it n felt it's body n bone...eeeeeeeeee...haha..bt i'm still scared of her bigger dog..i like e bigger one more than the smaller one..lol..oh ya! anne usha bought noodles 4 a agnes uma..and anne usha loves mashmellows frm 2dae onwards..ok usha..i wrote wat i wanted to..haha..ok..2mrw is my last paper..physics/bio paper1..suddenly i'm sad tt exams r gonna be over..weird..so ya..gonna eat my dinner now..bye!

2009-05-13T18:25:00.000-07:00

almost 1 week since last blogged..coz i was busy studying mah..lol..anw, last fri was normal sch day..no exam..then slak all the way la..saturday went to dad's shp 2 help out..sunday was mother's day..went to my aunt's place n celebrated..then monday holiday..decided to go out n study 4 A-maths paper..was anne n agnes b'dae oso! delsar, ruzaidi, venus, xian jing, de wei and nasyitah came oso..last decided 2 buy cake 4 them..had a small party outside e KBox at e!hub..then went outside burger king cut cake..then every1 kena cake on e face! wth la..then went into burger king n studied..then suddenly got so many lysians there..amanda goo was there wif 2 of her frens n ms gwen..raecious, kailiang, maha n a few others were there too..very soon, ferra, amirul, adip came..ferra was like disturbing me la..stupid..was fun la..xian jing taught me maths..anne too! then went home wif delsar..it was a fun day la..then tues had A-maths n F&N paper..maths confirm fail..F&N confirm pass..lol..then 2dae no sch la..happy! 2mrw have bio paper 2 n listening compre..have 6 worksheets to mermorize 4 bio..done wif 3 and 3 more to go..so ya..tt was my last 1 week..lol..ok..time to study again..bye!

2 more days to go...

2009-05-07T19:31:00.000-07:00

exams are like killing me bit by bit..tuesday was social studies n it's screwed..1 part of the essay nvr even touch...no time..tsk..hopefully i still pass..yesterday had e-maths n geog..maths was ok la..should be a just pass..geog sure confirm garantee plus chop (not sure e spelling) fail redi..i did a few questions..then i see e rest of e qns n i didn't know a single shit..so decided 2 sleep..haha..so sure fail la..i knew tt like long2 ago la..then 2dae was my physics paper..ok la..nt sure if will pass..hopefully yes..aft physics paper went to e!hub wif uma..slack study until around 12 plus then home-ed..2mrw i have normal sch..i think it will be a slack e whole day except 4 last period..coz e other subjects' exam over redi..so ya..gonna watch tv n eat my dinner now..bye!

8 more days 2 go...

2009-05-04T19:18:00.000-07:00

having exams now...saturday and sunday was ok la..saturday studied n sunday slacked..2dae had my Eng paper 2 n Tamil paper 2..both was gd la..should be a pass 4 both..2mrw is social studies..should be a pass too..hopefully my geo don't pull e total marks down..next 2 weeks having exams..so ya..will be updating when i have e time..bye! n good luck 2 everyone for your exams! study smart n i'm sure your effort will be paid off!!!

11 more days 2 go...

2009-05-01T17:27:00.000-07:00

hello! 2dae went to whitesands wif delsar, samantha, shi ya 2 study..studied abit oni la..coz jolene n arun were not able to come..n they are suppose 2 help me in my maths..del and sam oso dono how 2 do e questions..so around 11.45am, we left whitesands n went to Downtown East to have our lunch..ate at JustAcia until around 1.45pm n went to slack at e open area outside KBox..saw crystal wif her fren..bought drinks frm cup walker then go slack..then aroung 3 plus left to go meet xi lyn..on our way, we saw a dead cat on the canal outside the Downtown East..n a small aligator was like eating it? omg la..so disgusting..then we walk back to whitesands..i and sam went home while e rest went to eunos to meet felicia..they were going to bugis..n delsar was like 'i wanna pee!' every 20 mins la..nonsense..i think she has some bladder problem..lol..it was very fun la..especially bullying sam..haha...laugh so much..it was oso my 1st time going out with shi ya and xi lyn..n they are very nice ppl...fun 2 mix around wif too..so ya...tt was my short bt fun day..k la..bye......

2009-04-30T19:44:00.000-07:00

tired......wednesday was gr8 coz ZAHIDAH CAME TO LOYANG!!!! it's been 5246576837 years since i saw her..me, fatin, amirah n bukhary went to e bus stop 2 pick her up..i hugged her 1st when i saw her..n i started tearing..haha..then walked back 2 sch..talked to her some stuffs n she oso talked somethings..left around 5 plus n home-ed...was a happy day..then 2dae had e interview thingy..i tot it will b a one to one thingy..in e end it's like 15 ppl at 1 go..lol..it was ok la..nothing much..aft sch had a superb time with my lovely frens!! "studied"with some of them 4 awhile..then did some hair-dressing 4 ruzaidi..he looked terrrible..then me, delsar, ruzaidi, venus, randy, andrew n kaishi (dono hw 2 spell..sorry!) went to e parade square 2 slack...me n del were like acting retarded while e rest were practicing 4 their NPCC day..then we were like marching as we were all frm UG except 4 del..bt she oso march la..then we were doing some really stupid stuffs..then i n del when 2 help Mdm Halimah with the 'O' level or 'N' level thingy in the hall..then around 4.30pm they all left..i n del were waiting 4 anne..mean while we were talking bout some interesting stuffs n jiamin joined us..very soon anne arrived n we continued talking bout the interesting stuffs..n we laughed hell load! then we got superbly high n plucked starfruits n mangoes to eat..so nice..haha..then we left around dono wat time la..coming home time i was sleeping in e bus la..so tired..2mrw will be going out to study with some peeps..hopefully i study la..will one nah..haha..ok..my sis is like giving some stupid remarks on wat i'm typing..she's waiting 2 use e com..nvm..i let her wait long2..lol..so ya..tt was my 2 fun days..ok..i go find smt 2 eat now..bye!!!

perhaps...
it should not be happening..
or is it suppose to?
i still don't realize what's going on...

2009-04-28T19:28:00.001-07:00

boo! currently at sch..beside me there's a human called fatin nurizzati who keeps staring at my com n reading wat i'm typing....koondu! lol..having my F&N lesson now..teacher nvr come..woots! finished my work..so have 50 mins to use e com..haha..yesterday had my MT paer 1..ok la..can pass 1..then went to central wif usha..met ashwini, mariammal n diviya..slack 4 a while then went going home time saw fatin nurizzati (she wants her full name in..haha) then saw jasmine, yueting n melvyn..went back home 2gether..so ya..go listen 2 songs now..bye.

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back frm sch..just started sneezing..later kena flu..tsk..sch was ok la..2dae sabrina's and clements's b'dae..clement kena b'dae bash sia..haha..2mrw having e damn NAPFA test..irritating..n zahidah's coming 2mrw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy!! any1 who wanna meet her can stay back aft sch..she will be coming around 3pm or so? ya..k la then..i can eat my dinner! bye!

2009-04-26T19:57:00.000-07:00

this week's weekend was not tt boring..yesterday went to dad's shop to help out..was gd..more ppl came n buy smt..left the place around 8 plus..then 2dae went to my aunt's place..laugh2 hapi2 la..came home around 5 plus..2mrw 's my MT paper 1..at 3pm? irritating..gonna eat my dinner now..so ya..cya guys 2mrw in sch! bye...

what if...

2009-04-24T17:23:00.000-07:00

2dae was eng paper 1..i think i screwed up everything..i wrote on the title PROMISES...bt my story was about JEALOUSY...totally no link la..hope overall i pass..my bro broke his specs 2dae..so did usha..so cute..haha..went home with lyza..n she has her french test 2dae! gd luck 2 u man..n he smiled 2 at me 2dae...omg! so.......ok..anws, it's a long story..k la...i go download song redi...bye!

he's so cute...

2009-04-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

haaaaaaalooooooooooooo...so sian..anw, tues was oooooooook la..nothing much..yesterday was oso ok..had F&N practical aft sch..all went well..wayne ate 3 of y cupcakes..say very nice than eat eat only..n he ask me cook for him aft he tried my sweet and sour chicken..then say tt he wished 2 get a wife tt can cook lye tt..lol..nonsense la he..bt he's a very nice n sweet guy...anws, 2dae was fine..n every period, some1 has 2 say smt bout e councillors 1..except for maths, SS and english..so irritating..n nowdays i'm like not concentrating in class la..always day dreaming..haiyo..very bad2...haha..so ya..2mrw is my 1st paper..eng paper 1..should be alright la..i've to reach sch only @ 10.15am..hapi! i can sleep long2..lol..tt's all la..i go at my dinner now..bye.........................

the reason has to be you..
coz u always appear in everything i see..
why? why must this happening to me?

2009-04-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

sch was ok..was in the sme mood as yesterday until assembly coz of the drama thingy..it made me laugh at last..i think it was too obvious tt i was not myself 2dae coz even my MT teacher asked me y i very sad..lol..aft sch had the interview meeting thingy..then went 4 geo tutorial..went to central wif suba, ruzaidi, nasyitah, de wei n 1 or 2 more ppl..then i went home wif suba..feeling not so gd yet bt hope 2mrw will be fine..if nothing happens............

i'm scared..since that day..
what if, what if and what if are the questions tt keeps on coming into my mind..
will anything happen?
i'm really afraid tt smt wrong might happen..

2009-04-20T19:25:00.000-07:00

2dae sch was ok until aft sch..omg...things tt are not expected happened..alot of thingss..hope everything will be fine..if not i dono wat will happen 2 me..left sch around 6pm then go central..around 6.25pm left and homed..sis went to her poly 2dae..1st day of sch..so cool la..she can wear home clothes, sneakers, earring, chain all..she exciting..haha..currently not in a gd mood..2mrw will be kinda in e same mood i think so=/ n thx anne usha! i think t told e correct person my problem! i love u muchmuch, veryvery!!!

there are ppl around me who actually care for me..
ppl whom i thought were devils..
i saw only their one side and judged them..
today, i saw their other side..
i'm glad tt there are such ppl..
hope tt will continue..

2009-04-19T18:28:00.000-07:00

yo! yesterday went to my dad's shop at changi village..helped him out until 8 plus then went home..2dae at home..bored..SA1 is coming n i'm like not studying la..will start 2mrw..haha...ok la..i stop here..i go download some songs..bye!

i'm missing you too much..

2009-04-17T19:22:00.000-07:00

Boo! lol..went 4 SS tutorial 2dae n so din't go 4 guides..finished my tutorial at about 5.45pm..then went to guides..juz e rite time coz they were saying hu were taking up wat positions..n i'm the secretary! lol..dono wat's tt bt ya..haha..jiamin's e company leader n syambrina's e asst company leader..got a few other positions oso..ya..then aft tt went home wif farini..2dae was a gd day..2mrw will be helping out in my dad's shop..in changi village..anyone free come over n bye something..haha..k la then..bye!

thinking of you...

2009-04-16T20:44:00.000-07:00

the suprintantdent thing was not bad aft all..my group HODs did most of the talking though..maslina was doing wif me..was a gd experience la..the eating part was the best..n the taking of coffee n tea bags! so funny..we talk2 laugh2 like siow..especially wif nasyitah n ruzaidi..aiyo...stomach pain like hell sia..then when Mr Lau talking oso control our laughter..then got 1 part i really laugh out..pai seh sia..tsk...bt it was really fun..should go out wif these peeps man..seriously! i think we will be laughing every second!! n i came to noe tt ruzaidi is 600kg..he said so..haha..he was so busy eating tt he din noe wat he was saying..nonsense! i really had a gr8 day 2dae! super fun! so ya..next week onwards will start my grp studying..really need help frm the 3E1 pros..lol..ok la then..i go do my work now..bye!

n i saw him 2dae!!!!!!

2009-04-15T20:15:00.000-07:00

hi! just took a bath..ah...so fresh..lol..anw, sch is fine..had practices on the suprintendant(i dono hw to spell.. ;D) thingy..so irritating..scary sia..the actual thing is like 2MRW?!?! omg la..SA1 is oso coming..tsk..so stress..actually not la..at last he came to sch 2dae? aiyo...haha..nothing much la..anw, if u have nothing better 2 do, go to my links, then to farah hana n see the video there..it's super duper cool! my one cannot upload the video..enjoy watching it!

2009-04-12T19:17:00.000-07:00

bored......sat n sun was at home..did homeworks..guai ma..lol..nothing much la..2mrw got sch..then the usual routine starts again..haix..k la..bye..

2009-04-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

hello! just back frm far east..went wif felicia and delsar..got a whole story to say! lol..ok..first met delsar at white sands at 1pm..we hungry so we got smt 2 eat..walk2 then went to eunos 2 meet felicia..went to somerset to eat macdonalds..coz thought tt it was the place where zahidah work..in the end it wasn't the one..stupid felicia bring us to the wrong place..ok..then eat finish macdonalds redi we take bus frm midpoint orchard to go to orchard road..then we talking inside the bus n miss the bus stop..then dono where to alight coz we nvr see the place b4 n constrution work was going on..we ask the bus driver where the bus goes n he said bukit merah interchange..so we decided to go there and then change bus...

when we reached there, there were only 3 freakin' different buses to take..what kind of interchange is tt? only 3 bus le...then there was a escalator there..we went up and there was a food court..then there was another escalator and we went down..we reached the opposite frm where we took the escalator first..so stupid la..we are like freakin' singaporeans n we dono how to go orchard..n we were like laughing for everything la..then delsar was taking pictures of the place coz she nvr come there b4..so foreigner la..then we go dono where2 all n we reached a taxi stand..we ask the driver how much it'll cost to reach far east..then he say not more than $10..ok la..then we took a taxi to far east..we stopped opposite far east and it was $5.60..we share2 pay la..then we took the overhead bridge and reached far east AT LAST!!! n there delsar goes again taking pictures of far east..

we reached there at 3.30pm..then we go shop2 lorh..then as usual we were laughing for everything and making stupid remarks of everything..especially felicia..we were like bullying her alot la..so funny! at bout 6pm, we left coz i n delsar had to go home by 7pm..n felicia owes us a treat each! haha..overall it was very fun la..enjoyable day..shoud go out more! so ya la..tt was my day..go eat my dinner now! bye!

2009-04-09T22:21:00.000-07:00

YAY! 2mrw no sch! happy2! 2dae sch was fine..helped amirah wif class decoration..will continue next week la..thx 2 ruzaidi helping out! sch is ok so far la..nothing much..must off com redi..i oso wanna sleep..so update 2mrw..bye! goodnight! sweet dreams! :D

2009-04-07T17:57:00.000-07:00

Mr Raj nvr come sch again! slack again lorh..n 2dae was not a gr8 day..whole day ws emo-ing la..dono y bt was not feeling gd since morning..so i nvr hyper at all..alot ppl saw e difference in me n asked me if i was ok..i'm fine guys..thx 4 ur concern..it's very much appreciated! :D i dono y bt when i'm not my usual self..it's very obvious..lol..talked to felicia and was late 4 bio class..aft sch stayed back 4 a while then went back home..so tt was my boring day la..bye.

was it because of you?
about yesterday?
or totally something else?

2009-04-06T18:46:00.000-07:00

just finished my SS test..should pass la..2dae sch was gr8 because...........MR RAJ NVR COME SCHOOL!!!!!!! omg la! happy new year sia! 1st time seh..everyone was so happy la! haha..was slacking during his period lorh..1st period summore..lol..then aft sch stayed back 4 SC meeting..so was in the canteen until 2 plus..n he was also there..omg la..throw bottle and cap at suba n me oni..idiot..then i scold him like no one's business..he n tt stupid moses..losers!!! arun, usha, uma, ruzaidi were also wif us..n there was this very scary gal..she like lesbian sia..look 1 kind la..tok 1 kind la...eeeee....kena goosebump sia..i kena frm her seh..aiyo..then SC meeting was fine la..aft tt go home..so tt's al 4 2dae la..hope Mr Raj nvr come sch 2mrw oso! haha..ok.bye!

aft a long time, i looked into your eyes..
aft a long time, i heard your voice again..
u are not the same..
n i know you know tt too..
i still miss you..
n 2dae, i think i missed you more then ever..
i don't know why..
just like tt..

2009-04-05T18:20:00.000-07:00

finished all my homework! yeah! currently i'm bored..gonna find some songs now..since got nothing 2 blog, i stop here..thx 2 whoever who read this stupid post..lol..bye..

suddenly...
i felt like hugging you..
missing you more and more everyday..
i really miss you.

2009-04-04T19:24:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!! GREEN HOUSE WON AGAIN!!! i knew it man..haha..yes.green house won for the mascot, cheer and overall! cool or wat? last year oso..this year oso..happy happy! friday aft sch had SC meeting until 1pm..then rushed off to tampines with uma, natasha, kelly, kelly's bro, and 3 other of uma's fren..went to macdonald's..change, pack food n off to the stadium..was with wenny, lavanya and nandin aft tt..helped out wif the milo thingy..then was wif uma and yufa..laughlaugh talktalk rubbish then went back to wenny they all..was fun la..aft sports day, went home wif bro..2dae @ home la..so ya..tt's all..bye!

i can’t change myself..
i’m trying..
i still miss you……

2009-04-02T20:43:00.000-07:00

it's gonna be a week since i've last updated..nohing much la..normal sch days..yeserday was april fools' day and i fooled afew of them! my 1st customer was FONG JIA MIN! haha.so funny..her reaction was like WTF?!?!?! lol..n anw, 2mrw is sports day..we have sch b4 tt..so stupid..don't have sch better rite? aiyo..just finished my F&N homework..MT hw left..will do it during the wkends..k la...will update 2mrw then..bye.

i'm having weird feelings now days..
i don't know if i love you or hate you..
I always tell myself that i hate you..
bt whenever i see you, i wished we were together..
like those days we used to be..
i hate this feeling like hell load bt i can't do anything..
all i do when i see you is to look away and pretend u were not there..
it's hard..bt do I have a choice?
will this continue forever?

2009-03-27T18:44:00.000-07:00

back frm guides..was fun la..was abit relaxing n i like tt..lol..thurs i nvr go sch..2dae i go bt i was like tearing la..coz i was tired bt i have 2 open my eyes n stay wake..aiyo..so sleepy..n i got my IC!!! so exciting..it's like i'm so big redi la..e picture i don like seh..e coloured one was nicer..lol..i've alot of homework 2 do sia...especially maths! i cannot tahan redi..see so much of numbers n algebra until sore eyes redi..haha..seriously need help..will be group studying wif some ppl soon..so ya..tt's all..buai........

2009-03-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

back frm e sec 1 camp..nvr go sch 2dae coz too tired..came back home yesterday n slept all e way until 9 plus..eat then go sleep @ 11.15 all e way until 10am 2dae..camp was good..not.1st day was fine.took class 1e1 wif lynn, yufa n dewei..mine was 1e1 b..wif lynn...group name was 'ON!'..2nd day tired redi coz oni 3 hours of sleep..got so much of scolding frm so many ppl..pissed off..had campfire..which ended so freakin' early? @ 9pm? it was such a rush..ms rineal say tt it was her worst campfire ever..then scold3 redi go wash e whole canteen plus e boys n girls toilet..coz it was choked? i washed e canteen la..9 plus all e way until 11 plus..ppl staying around loyang still can complain tt we were noisy..stupid..then debrief, bath blah3 until 12 plus..then slept around 1-2 plus there..3rd day was my "slacking" day..my group went 4 e bkit timah thingy..we go rest @ e dance studio until 9.30am then went 2 e hall 4 some talk..was half sleeping n half listening..then my group come redi ask them do a few ws then give e awards then dismiss them..we then slack 4 a while..debrifed then homed..i didn't expect e camp 2 turn out e way it did..sad la..tt was my 3 days la..then 2mrw will go sch as per normal..so ya..bye.

2009-03-22T17:50:00.000-07:00

ok..this will be my blogskin then..searched 4 blogskins n all i don ike..lol..lazy find redi..so i leave it as it is..n 4 e links..i dono y some names cancelled..maybe it's a design? i dono..so 2dae was gd..2mrw going 4 sec 1 camp..will be back only on wed..so will not be blogging until then unless i use com in sch..so ya..take care! will update once i'm back frm camp..bye!

2009-03-21T18:12:00.000-07:00

freakin' bored..2dae @ home..waiting for 7pm..got nice TV programme..lol..i think i've nvr been bored-er than this..so sian..aiyo..doing nth la..juz thinking about ppl..lol..k la..i go listen song..bye................

2009-03-20T19:30:00.000-07:00

pics taken during the sec 4-5 parents meeting session!

omg la!!! i took a freakin' 1 hour 15 mins to organize n upload this pics! it's my 1st time anw..lol..past few days were ok lastill haven't finish my maths homework! i dono hw 2 do..i need help!!! die liao la..still have geo map 2 do..haiyo..nothing much la..now gonna eat my dinner..haha..hungry redi, do this picture thingy..k la then..will update soon! take care! bye!

2009-03-17T19:51:00.000-07:00

2dae was soooooooooooooooooo fun tt i didn't wanna go back home..had SC meeting where we played games..alot of games la..those are e games tt e sec 1s are gonna play during their camp..then aft SC finish, some of us stayed back 2 playplay..we played e longlong skipping rope..so freakin' fun la! like Jump In..haha..so cool..laugh hell load sia..then a BIG thx 2 ruzaidi 4 letting go e skipping rope..my stomach still hurts..lol..then we were like so high la..i think it's 1 of e funnest day of my life..those who were playing n going high wif me were delsar, jiamin, ruzaidi, arun, venus, usha, uma, waynn and moses(hope i didn't leave anyone out..:D) thx 2 u guys 4 making my day! i was really happy n enjoying myself! love u guys muchmuch alotalot!!! muackz! so tt was my day la..a enjoyable n memorable one..haha..ok, buai!

2009-03-15T17:42:00.000-07:00

rotting @ home sia...................it's SO boring can? even though there's homework 2 do, i don't feel like doing...bt amazingly i finished my pyhsics n F&N hw...yea! lol..dono wat 2 do..all i'm doing nw is eat, eat n EAT! i'm gonna get fat when sch reopens..damn..so ya..nothing much..boring..so decided 2 blog..now i go find smt 2 eat..haha..bye!

2009-03-14T16:09:00.000-07:00

BOO! went 2 sch 4 SC meeting..feeling much much MUCH better nw..thx 2 delsar, usha, uma, jiamin, jiaen, lyza, ruzaidi, venus n all the other councilors who were wif me! u guys made my day..i love u guys!! so, 2dae was a gd day..enjoyed myself..:D sch holidays r here n i don't think it will really be a holiday 4 me..most probably won't be going out wif frens.. i've got 2 go back 2 sch during the hols..n i have ALOT of homework 2 do..plus the stupid e-learning..they redi give homework wat? then 4 wat e e-learn? nonsense..then there's sec 1 camp coming up..preperations are going on..should be going on all fine..n i don't feel like doing any of my homework..n it SO boring..so ya..tt's all 4 2dae..byebye...

2009-03-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

oh wow...this is my 100th post..anw, i tot i will get better 2dae bt unfortunately, it got worst..i heard smt tt no 1 in this world would ever wanna hear..even though it has nothing 2 do wif me, i felt real bad..REAlLY VERY BAD...may god bless him and his family..2dae sch was ok la..got my results redi..3 distinctions..hapi..2 fail..sad..i failed my A-maths n E-maths..e rest pass..i think will kena frm my father..aft sch had duty..juz came back..did duty 4 e sec 4-5 parents meeting session..eat alot n laugh alot..bt still not hapi..2mre need 2 go sch 4 sec 1 camp preperation..so ya..bye...

OMG!!!
things tt should not happen are happening...
why is the world so unfair?
why does bad things always happen 2 good ppl?
i know tt everything happens for a reason..
bt must it be this extent?
why must ppl with good intentions be punished?
i feel so bad now......
how i wish time can be turned back..
i will ask for tt chance if the God ever appear infront of me...................

2009-03-12T18:57:00.000-07:00

morning..lol..2dae sch was NOT good..
first, early in e morning redi emo..
second, keep on seeing wrong things went i'm talking bout those wrong things..emo even more..
third, geography din even have lesson..whole period kena scolding frm geo teacher..
fourth, during maths lesson sat on e floor all e way coz no text book..got valid reason bt Mr Raj not happy..
ya..this r e reasons 4 sch not being gd 2dae..2mrw is e last day of term 1 n i dono whether 2 be happy or sad..not really excited..getting report book 2mrw oso..so tt's about it la..bye.

are my feelings true?
it's so freaky..
bt it's always e same..
it's happening almost everyday..
why?
is it mend to happen?
there are a thousand questions i wanna ask..
bt......

2009-03-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

hmm...this few days like very free..everyday oso blog..haha..anw, sch was fine..don understand maths again..n it's A MATHS!!! omg..hopefully i can cope...aft sch had eng oral..was gd..sure pass one..then go home la..tt's all 4 2dae..bye.

still the same..
i'm not able to do anything...
hope smt happens..
good or bad..
i don't care..
i just one smt to happen......

2009-03-10T19:18:00.000-07:00

okai....yesterday had duty in e morning n it was great! with e help of lyza, fareed, jolene, usha n a few others..thx alot guys! love u all! :D then sch was ok..aft sch homed..2dae had duty again n it was gd until e end..went we r suppose 2 give e absentees' list..jasmine n nasyitah were missing..i n aliza go find 4 them..cannot find...n they suddenly appeared..lol..then sch was fine..only maths lesson..don understand wth he's teaching..then kena by him 2 times...lame reasons la..1st bcoz i wear sweater..2nd bcoz i lie down on e table..don wish 2 elaborate more as it is very stupid..like seriously...aiyo..tt's all la..alot of problems r up..personal n among frens..hope everything will come 2 an end soon.............

maybe what they said was true..
i don't know..
maybe it's u who are hiding it..
i don't know..i really don't..
i'm not in peace..
i'm confused..
will this come to an end?
or will this continue?
what am i suppose to do?
forget about everything?
IMPOSSIBLE......

2009-03-08T17:36:00.000-07:00

so boring..........2dae @ home again..went down 2 e RC 4 lunch..dono wat 2 do..no more exams so i don bother 2 study..no homework..nothing 2 do @ home...i'm rotting man..like really?!?! all i did so far was 2 eat, watch TV, dance..tt's all..nothing else! waiting 4 march holidays!!! can't wait..1 week..bt i think i cannot go out more than 3 times..so must plan properly..haha..oh ya! it's women's day 2dae!!
HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY TO ALL WOMEN!!!
women are still @ e top man..girl's power..ha! lol..so 2mrw must go sch..n i've duty in e morning!! damn..later kena scolding sia..tsk..so ya..tt's all..byebye!

i find this pic cute..haha..so i put..n it's e 2nd pic in my blog......

2009-03-07T18:35:00.000-08:00

2dae nvr go out anywhere..stay @ home n rot..n amazingly i finished my physics homework! no more homework! happy2..dono y bt currently i feel very happy n oso feel like crying..feel like hugging some1 n cry out loud..weird feeling..bt i'll be fine..2dae nothing much..gonna download some songs 2 my ipod nw..so ya..bye.........

2009-03-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

YES SAH!!! IT'S FRIDAY!!! NO SCH 2MRW!!!!!!!!!!! so happy..can sleep late2 n wake up late2!! anw, thurs sch was fine n got oreo frm ms shaheeda coz i ans qn..haha..then aft sch went 2 white sands wif bro n farini 2 buy NCC belt n haziq's present..then homed..2dae sch was e same..aft sch came back home, change, eat lunch n went back 2 sch 4 guides..n amazingly i was late..1st time sia..n my punishment was, must do 40 squats..aiyo..stomach pain summore..tsk..n guides was fun..did some cards 4 innovation's day..oh ya! gonna change my blog song 2 all i ever wanted..heard e song frm jiamin's hp n it was so nice..haha..n ya..this was e pic taken in class during lesson..AND IT'S THE 1ST PICTURE ON MY BLOG!!! haha..so excited!!ok..tt's all..byebye!

2009-03-04T18:32:00.000-08:00

yo! 2dea sch was not tt gd coz of something..hope it gets better soon...it won't bt lets hope so..*cross fingers* maths was ok..no 1 got scolding 2dae except 4 ferra..i think so..and F&N was in the lab..fun la..then aft recess slack all e way as usual..eng n CD..then aft sch went 2 white sands 2 top up card..then go home..juz finished my F&N hw..n it wenny's b'dae 2dae!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENNY!!!

aft sch i met her..so decided 2 ask wat she wanted for her b'dae..she say don't want anything..then she said some rubbish and in e end came 2 a decision..she ask me 2 sing 4 her b'dae song..like in e middle of e canteen, i must sing solo..haha..so funny! then i sing lorh! loud loud! bt nt very loud la..later ppl tot i siow..lol..then farini saw me singing alone..haha..then jermaine oso saw then she laugh..wth! then tok 2 wenny 4 a while then left la..so ya..tt's about it 4 2dae..gonna find smt 2 eat..or maybe eat my dinner! byebye!!!

2009-03-03T17:27:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! it's freakin' cold can? aiyooo..ok..anw, sunday went 2 aunt's house..yesterday sch was fine...bashed weiling aft sch..it was her b'dae..bt had some problems..pissed off..learnt lessons too :\ had SC meeting n aft tt bashed farini..belated one..pour water over her...she was like soaked la..especially e 1 wif e cold water..it was raining summore..haha..she should have been freezing man..then went home..2dae was having fun in sch..n btw, i failed my A maths test.. 5/40..i noe very low..bt @ least not zero..haha...n farhan fall down 2dae!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! so funny sia..he sit in his chair then i was walking 2wrds him..then he slide his chair pass me..2 block me la..in e end when he sliding, he fall backwards! haha..so fuuny!very gd la..he action2 wat...omg la..i was like laughing continuously 4 like 5 mins la..then ferra, sharul, nabeel, pristine n a few others oso saw..he like damn pai seh sia..aiyo..ok..then aft sch had assembly..tt's all la..ok...bye bye!!!

2009-02-28T19:41:00.000-08:00

hi.......i wonder y some ppl juz cannot think practically...anw, yesterday was fine except maths lesson..had A maths test..oni 8 qns..bt all dono hw 2 do except for 1..it is 6 marks la..sure i will get full marks 4 tt..then did 3 other qns..anyhow..lol..sure fail 1..no doubt..then had guides aft sch..changed manito..n my previous manito was like shikin la!!!! i was like WHAT?!?!?! haha.. cannot believe sia..she act like she dono anything infront of me oni..lol..then guides was ok la..played some games n sang songs..then go home..2dae went 2 sentosa wif GG..16 turned up.. amazingly 2dae's entry ticket was free..coz got some promotion..so went 2 e museum oso..it was so nice la...i wanna go again..then went 2 e beach..eat, play, n do alotalot stupid things la..haha..jiamin got totally wet then she purposely come hug me..goondu!! haha..then we leaving time started 2 rain..like sooooo heavily? every1 got drenched la..stupid..then wait 4 e tram thingy so long n it arrived..suppose 2 go 2 movie bt didn't coz dad nvr allow..then summore buy e ticket redi..lucky shahin don have ticket then she take mine..n e most irritating thing was i had 2 come back home myself frm vivocity coz i have nvr in my life time came home myself frm anywhere..except frm pasir ris or tampines la..n vivocity is such a big mall..n i freakin' din noe where e f*** was e MRT station..i went round n round e stupid mall 4 dono hw many times..n i freakin' don have a hp..then got 1 point of time i stopped @ e side coz my eyes itchy..so i took out my mirror c..then got this 2 bangladesh guys come stand beside me n look @ me..like cb sia..i almost scold them bt instead i walked off..then i decided 2 look 4 e information counter..then oso cannot fine..then @ last i found it..then i go ask e person..then i follow e sign board then i reached e MRT station..i take e train, got down @ outram park, go 2 e east west line, take MRT all e way 2 pasir ris..i reached home @ 6.17pm..mom n dad were not @ home..bcoz of my itchy eye, my eyes were red..then my sis tot i cry coz i got lost..haha..then my mom called me n asked hw i reached home..then i talk 2 her wif attitude coz i aredi tensed..so tt was my 'fun cum irritated' day..lol..2mrw going 2 my aunt's place..so will not b blogging..so ya..cya guys on monday! bye :D

2009-02-26T19:21:00.000-08:00

hi! tuesday was ok la..was a normal day..wednesday was investiture n it was great! got my tie pin..@ last? lol..aft sch had GG meeting..toktok bout e sentosa thingy..then 2dae was also a normal day la..passed my bio test! 16/20..still got tests coming up..had my MT test 2dae..a relieve teacher took us..wth la..nvr say got test then juz give lye tt..stupid..sure fail 1..i think so.. :(2mrw having A maths test..hopefully i pass..tt's all la..past few days not my usual self..start sleeping in class, get pissed off 4 everything..emoemo..dono wat oso la..siow redi..lol..k la then..tt's all...buai..................

2009-02-23T19:41:00.000-08:00

BOO! yesterday was @ home n ya..rotting..then 2dae woke up @ 4.45am n left house @ 6.05am..was in my GG uniform 4 e whole day..aft sch went 4 guides meeting 4 a while..took pics n went 4 maths tutorial..then @ 4.30pm went for SC meeting..practiced 4 e investiture..then 2dae also had sci maths test which i'll definitely fail n ss test which i'll JUST pass..or maybe fail by a few marks? din study..coz tot it was 2mrw..smart rite? i noe..so ya..tt's all la..will update soon! bye...........

2009-02-21T18:40:00.000-08:00

halo........juz back frm indoor stadium..had e GG day 2dae..was fun la..i enjoyed myself though..anw, wed had GG practice n sadly i had to stop marching coz was having headache..i was not feeling well la..aiyo..

then thursday suppose 2 go 4 guides bt didn't coz unwell..n i passed my Amaths test amazingly!!! 6/10..F&N was in lab..got some project 2 do..during maths lesson Mr Raj was toking bout some SS stuffs n got 2 noe some interesting facts..n he was kinda smiling e whole of our lesson la..n e stupid alarm thing went off during MT lesson..wth!!! teacher nvr come sia..then we were like enjoying in class la..e whole thing oni finsh around 10am n it was maths lesson..tsk..then aft sch went back home..

yesterday was a great day! first had road race..alot of casualties this time..i'm not suppose 2 be in e first aid thingy bt apparently i was helping there all e way..so i was some kind of a first aider? lol..jia en had some problems wif her leg n she cried real badly..i almost cried seeing her cry la..then yee swen had difficulty breathing..she was also crying..i was like consoling her n helping her wif her leg..called 4 help when she wasn't able 2 breathe..she was brought into e ambulance..1/2 an hour later or so she was out all fine..i was happy 4 her! chole, rena, a sec 1 guy, aishah were some others who oso got injured..n yesterday, i got a sense of satisfaction when doing e first aid..when some1's fine aft helping them, it's like u accomplished smt very big..e feeling is really very nice la..i felt happy when e casualties were fine again..ya..e feeling is juz very satisfying la..then went 2 white sands wif uma then went back home..then it was also e anouncing of e exco thingy..here it is...

President-USHA
Vice-President 1st-JOLENE
Vice-President 2nd-ARUN
Discipline Head-SYAFIQAH
Discipline 2nd-JIAMIN
Events Head-FADHLYNN
Events 2nd-SABRINA
Welfare Head-YANI
Welfare 2nd-RUZAIDI
Publicity Head-MELVYN
Publicity 2nd-UMA

congrats n best wishes in everything u guys do! SC ALL THE WAY!!!!!!

2009-02-17T21:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON AND ANDREW!!!

hi people!!! few days since i blogged..so will start nw..lol..ok..anw, on sunday went wif family around 11am n was back around 9 plus..then yesterday was a unforgettable day i should say..in a bad way though..first lessons were all fine..had PE n my 2.4 again i fail..last week i do, 20 mins..this week i do oso 20 mins..aiyo..so ya..i FAIL my 2.4 km run..n during e run, saw him crossing e road going 2 sch..so late la..9.20 plus2 then oni he walking 2 sch wif 2 of his other frens..wth!! then see him 3 times in less than 30 mins..aiyo..then aft sch got maths tutorial..all those hu were late were not allowed in..3e2 n 3e3 combine class..then alot of ppl were kicked out coz they make noise..aft jiamin was kicked out, Mr Raj was toking bout her attitude..stupid..then all those hu were late or kicked out came back wif a paper tt said ''SORRY MR RAJ''..bt Mr Raj nvr take..so raecious throw it in e dustbin n go..then they outside making noise n banging e doors n windows..then we inside oso making noise laughing away..in e end he ask every1 of us 2 go back home..coz he don't wanna teach redi..haha..so funny la..then went 4 SC meeting @ 4 n it finished around 5.15pm or 6.15pm i dono..then go home..2dae was another normal sch day..had guides aft sch...AND MY MANITOE ACTUALLY PUT A LETTER ON MY ENVELOPE...SO EXCITED!! lol..came 2 noe tt e person is frm sec 2..will b writing 1 to my manitoe oso..2mrw will be having guides again..n my thinking day is postponed 2 next monday..tsk..so ya..tt's all about my 3 days..will update soon ya..bye!!

2009-02-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!!!!

got gifts frm some of my frens..oso got give some of them..ok..anw, 2dae went 2 1 of my father's fren's wedding reception..nothing much la..came back home around 9pm..n blogging nw..lol...gonna go 2 bed redi! so good nite ppl!

2009-02-13T19:31:00.000-08:00

TIRED....................back frm guides...sch was ok 2dae...and anne is freaking gonna go 2 3e1 la...waloa..lye tt 1 nah..bt gd 4 her la..in MANY WAYS? hehe..lol..ya..so sch was fne..went back home straight aft sch, changed into my guides uniform, ask my mum tie my hair, n left house @ 1.50pm 4 guides..oh ya! n my mum was like feeding me while i was getting ready..lol..then she follow me everywhere i go la..i go my room she come here feed me..i go her room oso she come there feed me..haha..n guides was not bad 2dae la..don nid wear boots then i go wear..stupid..wth la..then march all e way until 5 plus..then folded envelopes 4 e manitoe(dono hw 2 spell..) thingy..it's so gonna be fun la..can't wait 2 go check my envelope..so excited..i love surprises mah...hehe..so tt's all 4 2dae la..will update soon..bye!

2009-02-12T19:42:00.000-08:00

yo...ok..school was normal..no! actually not..2dae my class was like super quiet all e way la..OMG!!! 4 e 1st time? dono y..bt ya..then got scolding frm Mdm Quek coz we very noisy in class..she's like so...i dono wat.lol..aft sch came back home..wif bro, farini n ai chia..then 2mre got guides..must wear FULL UNIFORM!!! then must tie 2 oso..aiyo..so sianz......lol..bt i'm so gonna enjoy myself la..hehe..ok then..will update soon..bye..................................

2009-02-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

BOO! lol..ok..having problems wif e Mr Raj everyday as usual..omg la! on mon had maths tutorial aft sch..then 3e2 n 3e3 combine class in AVA theatre..then i kena caught 4 times in 1/2 an hour..e tutorial is like 1 hr la..then 4 e first 1/2 an hour he did nothing bt 2 stare @ us coz we were noisy..then every1 quiet then i went like 'wasting time sia'..lol..then Mr Raj nvr say anything..so i tot he nvr hear..then aft a few minutes he went like 'e gal hu said tt..keep this in mind..it's not me hu's wasting ur time..it's ur frens..' haha..then every1 started laughing la..then i talktalk laughlaugh wif amirah he scold me..he said 'sharaniya n e gal beside her..stop making noise'..then i tok 2 fatin he scold me..say 'sharniya! when i'm teaching on e board can u pay attention here?' lol..then alot ppl were eating chewing gum..then jiamin 1st one 2 be caught..so she go spit it..then it was priyan..bt he nvr spit..he actact spit oni..then e 3rd one was me..then he went like 'sharniya!!! u r oso eating chewing gum? wat's e problem wif u guys uh? y r u'll eating chewing gum?' like wth la..wat kind of qns is tt? then he still nvr stop..went i get up 2 go throw e chewing gum, he said 'i wonder hw e sch chose councilors..if u urself behave lye tt, hw will e rest follow?' aiyo..then e rest went like aiyo sharn..wat kind of councilor r u?' e sacarstic way la..lol..so pai seh..haha..he like keep on picking on me la..1st it was jiamin..nw it's me..it's always e councilors..tsk..ok..enough of him..had NAPFA test..2.4 run 1..20 mins sia i take..wif fatin..so we walkwalk don care oni..then must re-run again next wk..wth..lol..anw, tues had assembly aft sch then GG..2dae oso had GG aft sch..then suddenly sharifah ask me n aliza fall out..i tot i nvr march properly then in e end it's we need 2 command..i was like nonono-ing all e way..bt i still did give e command la..then like i was laughing like siow in e beginning..then ok later la..it was a gd experience bt i will nvr wanna be a commander...so scary..i was having butterflies n cockroaches in my stomach la..haha..so ya..tt's about 2dae la..OH YA!!! i 4got smt...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BUKHARY!!!

lol..it was on monday..9 feb..ok..tt's all..byebye!

2009-02-06T20:49:00.000-08:00

ok..having a freaking bad headache nw..damn..it's so irritating can? haiyo..okok..anw, 2dae sch was not fine coz of Mr Raj? last period was maths n Mdm Jasmine came 2 our class again 2 tok..for 1/2 an hour? then e left 1/2 an hour was scolding by Mr Raj la..he really has problems wif councilors la..everything oso me, jiamin n ruzaidee..during maths lesson jaimin, raecious, ferra(dono hw 2 spell..), sharul n 1 more person la..then jiamin is sitting next 2 me in class..then Mr Raj scold me 4 not advising jiamin?? damn stupid la..he say tt 'wat jiamin is doing is wrong n u noe tt..bt still u didn't advise her..' like wat's he's problem la? ok..then he again scold me saying tt i went 4 training as a leader n i should noe e values n morals..bt still i swing wif those hu don have e values n do e wrong oso..then he oso say tt if i don't have courage 2 talk, tell him..he will take me out of councils..like wtf la..everything oso me..e way he say those things really very harsh la..go t e impact u noe..then when he scolding me i felt like crying la..i wanted 2 tok bad bt i was controlling..councilor mah..cannot be rude..lol..ya la..so i was like emo-ing aft sch la..lol..then had GG..had fun la..play n sing song..bt tt person was so irritating can? idiot..such a loser..stupid..so ya..tt was y day la..nw gonna tell my mummy bout e Raj thingy then go see tv..so enjoy weekends n cya guys in sch on monday! bye bye!!! :D

2009-02-05T19:08:00.000-08:00

okayyy...juz finished bloghopping..mon had SC duty in e morning n sch was normal..tues had GG aft sch n it was e fun-est marching practice ever! laugh until i cry..wth..everything oso laugh..siow lye tt..lol..then wed had 1 1/2 hours of maths n 1 1/2 hours of F&N..F&N is getting boring nowdays..n maths..s far still can understand..n matrices is super easy..then nvr go 4 GG on wed coz got 2 attend smt else..n 2dae was a ok day la..nothing much..2mrw will b having guides wif e sec 1 oso..so ya..gonna eat dinner nw..hungry redi..lol..ok,bb...

2009-02-01T17:30:00.000-08:00

yo! last mon n tues no sch..so went out wif family..on wed had guides aft sch n my leg was pain like hell load la..n oh ya! my F&N teacher like gave us money 4 CNY la..$4? omg! lol..then on thurs oso had guides..n i heard usha n uma talk in this very weird language..it was LG language..omg la..it was so cool can? lol..then on fri had guides again bt this time round e sec 1 joined us..aft sch stayed back wif most of e sec 3 councilors n suba..talk n laughed so much..then oso got play alot of stupid games..so fun la..then yesterday went 2 take my IC pic..i look so not nice la..omg..then 2dae went breakfast with family..@ home 2dae la..nvr go out..so ya..tt was my 1 week..n 2mrw sadly there's sch again..n oso got e IC registration thingy..so ya..will b missing lessons i think..k la..tt's all..gonna watch movie nw..bye! cya guys in sch 2mrw! ;)

2009-01-25T17:58:00.000-08:00

wednesday n thursday normal sch day la..had girl guides aft sch on wed..then on friday CNY celebration..11.30 -12.30..then group 1 n 2 got duty..had early recess @ 10.40am..then went up 2 e hall..then e Mr Lau so irritating! arun n usha go usher him up e hall..then went he @ e bottom of e hall staircase there..he said tt he don't wanna go up coz e noise level 2 high..so stupid rite? obviously ppl will clap n scream wat..wat he expect sia? then he ask Mr Simon 2 ask them lower down their volume..so Mr Simon use his walkie talkie ask one of e teachers 2 ask e students 2 settle down..then e Mr Lau went like 'actually u can go up urself n tell them 2 keep quiet'..like wth rite? ok..nvm..then he come 2 e hall n sit down..then he will have 2 go up e stage 2 address e sch..n usha is suppose 2 usher him up e stage..bt Mr Lau not hapi mah..so he went up himself lorh...bt usha still followed him behind la..then he went up e stage n stood there folded arms..then he went like 'where r ur manners?' omg la..he spoiled e whole mood can? then Ms Tan was like taking down notes la..ok then e worst thing is e power went off suddenly..wow la..e teachers were singing songs n e mic off..a few times la..then e curtain close n Ms Tan went like 'y r e curtains closed? e programme should me going on'..n we came 2 noe tt e curtains spoil..cannot open..aft some time then can open redi la..like everything happen on tt day oni la..when Mr Lau was already not hapi..haiyo..then 12.35pm around there every1 dismiss lorh..i was like @ last? lol..tt was my day la..then yesterday was @ home la..2dae suppose 2 go out bt didn't..n i finished my homework too! then 2mrw going out..tuesday oso..if i'm not wrong..gd la..mon n tues no sch..lol..so ya..tt's all..long story huh? hehe..ok then..bye! take care n enjoy ur long weekend! n oh ya!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2 ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS!!!

2009-01-20T20:14:00.000-08:00

hi..lol..yesterday got SC duty..then miss rineal saw my fingernails long then ask me go cut..she was like shouting @ me can??? omg! then summore infront of e late comers..wth!! then she was like..'i dono hw u're gonna cut ur nails..use knife or scissors..' i was like WHAT??? lol..then usha follow me go general office go ask 4 a nail cutter..thank goodness there was 1..then cut lorh..so sad..mt nails r gone!!!! lol..then went 2 class like 30 mins late coz of mine duty..then e raj go say he gonna talk bout tiz 2 nathan la dono wat la..i was like wateva...ya..then i failed my maths test..5/24..lol..then he say i fail coz of my SC duties..coz mt 1st period for monday, wed, thurs, fri is maths..then i go 2 class late 1 ma..then miss @least 10 mins of maths everyday 1 lorh..stupid..it's actually he nvr teach properly 1..one day..1 hour maths..n he oni teach 1 question..idiot..he spends his time scolding ppl..especially e SCs..everything oso SC..stupid..n he's gonna b our new SC teacher??? OMG!!! NO!!! i will quit SC lorh..my god..ok..stop about yesterday..nw about 2dae..2dae actually nothing much la..normal sch day..SC photo taking aft sch..then followed by guides..n ya! class chirman is JIAMIN..vice-chair is HASIF..designed our class tee..grey shirt n black font..n it's a v-neck..so ya..tt's all..gonna have my dinner nw..bye!

2009-01-18T18:39:00.000-08:00

still emo-ing...lol..yesterday woke up around 10.30am..bath n got ready 2 go woodlands..went 2 one of my father's friend's house..frm there around 6pm we left 4 a celebration in marsling CC..father's fren daughther was performing..mom tied her hair while i put 4 her make-up..reach home around 11 plus n straight went 2 bed..2dae suppose 2 go out wif zahidah n friends bt couldn't make it..will b going out wif her another day la..so ya..gonna at my dinner..pizza n KFC..grandma's treating coz my sis did well 4 her O levels..lol..k then..cya guys 2mrw in sch..